Tonight was a beautiful night. It was filled with honesty and confusion and tears and yelling and hurt and anger and cuddling and kisses and tender-fear and frustration and promises and I love you, I love you, I love you.

I'm terrified of losing my place here. Not that he'll leave, but that I won't be as special to him. This makes me even more scared of N coming to town. Scaryscary.

Everyone in the world is a child under the exterior. We are all frightened children afraid of getting attached and being abandoned.

I'm here.


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